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MY
TRAVELS
in
the
SPIRIT WORLD
By
CAROLINE D. LARSEN
I think the book, is valuable.
SIR ARTHUR
CONAN DOYLE
1927
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Introduction
My first
experience "out of the body"
Spirit Life on Earth
The First Spirit Plane
The Second Spirit Plane
The Third Spirit Plane
Spirit Children
The Forth Spirit Plane
My Visit Into the
Abyss of Space
Introduction
Now, when speculation and research concerning the life after death are
arousing more interest in the public mind than at any other time in
human history, it seems peculiarly fitting that I should publish my
"Travels in the Spirit World. "
So far, every attempt to lift
the curtain that separates us from the realms of the spirits has been
carried on through a "medium." But in this little book, I shall describe
scenes of the Spirit World which I have witnessed with my own eyes, and
I shall relate conversations with spirits in which I have actually taken
part. I have been enabled to tell you of these marvelous occurrences by
virtue of a rare faculty which few possess: the ability to leave the
physical body and to live for the time being in the astral, the power of
being a spirit though there has been no actual physical death. So,
because of my additional ability to reason and to reflect on the meaning
of all I saw and beard, as well as
the power to retain it in the memory, I have garnered the knowledge of
the life hereafter which I now present to the public—a knowledge which
must be considered as first hand evidence on the subject; a knowledge obtained, I
believe, by the only process
possible to mortals.
This ability to detach oneself from the material and to live in the
astral is not a power peculiar to me. There are many records of a
similar facility. In my case, however, disassociation from the material
was purely involuntary. As the reader will discover by reading the
opening chapter of the book, I did not seek or foster any such power. It
possessed me unawares. Furthermore, I do not claim any superiority or
supernatural gift because of my unlooked-for power. I regard it
merely as a "facility" —an
additional power which some persons happen to possess. One hears little
of revelations by virtue of such a power because those who have it pay
no attention to it or suppress it altogether. To my readers I commend
the results of my observations of the life hereafter, for I believe that
even to those who will not see fit to accept them as credible, they will
at least prove to be of more
than ephemeral interest. As for myself I have no doubt what I have seen and
experienced is real, very real. Nothing in all my life has made such
a lasting and vivid
impression upon my mind. And I am positive that no traveler could be
more certain of the reality of his experiences than I am of the reality
of my spirit travels. I do not
claim to have seen all of the life of the Spirit World. In fact I have
seen only a very little of
it. But I am sure that I have seen something of each of its multifarious
phases. At least, my experiences have been so varied that my readers
will be able to obtain a reasonably broad conception of the conditions
which will confront us when we leave our present sphere.
If my account should be found somewhat disjointed, the cause must
be attributed to my refusal to elaborate or pad my material. I am
determined to relate only those occurrences
which I actually experienced in these
strange adventures of mine. This being my only object, I am convinced that the reader will not be
unduly severe in criticizing
this little volume f or its lack of literary value or for any other of its
shortcomings.
C. D. L.
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My first experience
"out of the body"
In the fall of 1910, while living in
Burlington, Vermont, I had, one evening, retired rather early. In addition to the usual
thoughts running through the
mind I was much interested in listening to the music floating up from downstairs where my husband, who is a violinist, was rehearsing a
string quartet for a coming
local concert. The musicians were playing a quartet by Beethoven, my
favorite composer. I was enjoying the music exceedingly, regretting that
my pleasure was occasionally marred not only by the playing of the second
violinist, a young Frenchman,
who, although a very good amateur, had the misfortune of playing out of tune
now and then, but also by the too-loud playing of the cellist, a local
merchant. I had been enjoying Beethoven for some time in spite of the
faults of these two players, when suddenly I underwent a very strange
experience. A feeling of deep oppression and apprehension came over me not
unlike that which precedes a fainting spell. I braced myself against it,
but to no avail. The overpowering oppression deepened and soon numbness
crept over me until every muscle became paralyzed. In this condition I
remained for some time. My mind,
however, was still working as
clearly as ever. At first I heard the music plainly, but soon the sounds
began to slip away from me by degrees until finally everything became a
blank, and I was unconscious to life and the world. How long this state
lasted I do not know. What happened during this period I am also unable to
relate. The next thing I knew was that I, myself, was standing on the floor beside my bed looking
down attentively at my own
physical body lying in it.
I recognized every line in that
familiar face, pale and still as in death, the features drawn, the eyes
tightly closed and the mouth partly open. The arms and hands rested limp
and lifeless beside the body. I gazed at that material form of mine for a
few moments while mingled feelings passed over me. Strangely enough, they
were not feelings of great surprise. I experienced no shock at finding
myself in this peculiar situation. It was chiefly curiosity that possessed
my mind. I was perfectly calm and composed as I viewed the mortal form I
had just previously inhabited. I now raised my eyes from my body, and
looked around the room. Everything appeared to me as natural as ever.
There was the little table with books and trinkets on it; there were
the bureau, the dresser, the
big arm chair, the smaller chairs, the green carpet on the floor, the red
wallpaper with its patterns of urns and flowers— those figures which I had
often counted over when sleepless. And there was the little partly-shaded
electric lamp which lighted my bedroom, burning as usual. While my eyes
observed these familiar objects
the music from downstairs kept floating up to my ears. I glanced once more
at my body which, to all appearances, seemed dead. Then I turned and
walked slowly towards the door, passed through it and into a hall that led
to the bathroom. As I walked towards that room past the stairway, I heard the music coming up with increased
force, and I delighted in the lovely adagio from Beethoven's Op. 127 Quartet, a special favorite of
mine. As I entered the bathroom
the strains gradually diminished in volume. I now approached a large
mirror hanging above the washbowl. Through force of habit I went through
the motions of turning on the electric light, which of course I did not actually
turn on. But there was no need
for illumination for from my body and face emanated a strong whitish light
that lighted up the room brilliantly.
Looking into the mirror I became aware
for the first time of the astonishing transformation I had undergone. Instead of seeing a
middle-aged woman, I beheld the figure of a girl about eighteen years of age. I recognized the
form and features of my girlhood. But I was now infinitely more beautiful.
My face appeared as if it were chiseled out of the finest alabaster and it
seemed transparent, as did my arms and hands when I raised them to touch
my hair. It seemed as if I could see through them. But they were not entirely translucent, for in
the center of the arms and hands
and fingers there was a darker, more compact substance, as in X-ray
photographs. My eyes, quite strong in the physical body were piercingly
keen now.
They shone with such lustre that the mirror reflected their penetrating beams. My
hair, no longer gray, was now,
as in my youth, dark brown, and it fell in waves over my shoulders and
down my back. And to my delight, I was dressed in the loveliest white
shining garment imaginable—a
sleeveless one—piece dress, cut
low at the neck and reaching almost to the ankles. I looked down at my
legs and saw that they were as beautiful as my arms, neck and face.
I walked forward and backward before
the mirror reveling in my newly-found beauty. When I looked myself full in
the face I became almost frightened at the strength and brilliancy of my
eyes. I raised my hands before my face and closed and opened the fingers.
They seemed so airy and delicate. Yet I felt no lack of strength in them
and no change of sensation in moving them. My joy and enthusiasm were
unbounded at seeing myself so beautiful. Eagerly I drank in the glory. It was also an exhilarating
sensation to be conscious of the fact that I was out of my physical body
and that I lived in the astral.
This realization never once left me.
During the time that I was occupied before the mirror I had followed, more
or less carelessly, the music from the quartet. But now I forgot my vanity and
listened attentively. Suddenly I heard the strains of Mendelssohn's Violin
Concerto. I knew at once that the Frenchman was playing the solo. It was a
habit he always indulged while the music was being changed on the stands.
But, as always, he played it out of tune. As usual I felt disgusted and
for the moment forgetting all about myself I muttered angrily, "Oh! I wish
my husband would tell that Frenchman to play that Concerto in tune or not
to play it at all." Fortunately the quartet now began to play again and
the soothing music of Beethoven calmed me.
Once more I turned to
admire myself in the mirror. Not being content to enjoy my beauty alone I
wished that others might see it and share with me the joy. A block away
from us lived a Miss B., a friend of mine who had often complimented me on
my taste in dressing and on my general appearance. I conceived the notion
that I would go to her and show myself. "Won't she be astonished!" I asked
myself. "If she complimented me before, what will she say now?" "But
first," I reflected, "I will go down and present myself to my husband and
the other men." I thought with amusement of the
expression that would sweep across
their astonished faces. I did not fancy that had I succeeded in
getting up to Miss B., or down to my husband and the
other musicians, none of them would
have been able to see me at all, unless perchance some of them
possessed the ability to see me as "a ghost."
No sooner had I conceived this intention than I proceeded to carry it
out. Turning away from the mirror I walked out into the hall. Enjoying in
anticipation the success of my plan, I stepped on gaily. I reveled in the
feeling of bodily lightness.
While in the physical body one has to move the legs with conscious effort, now I moved with the freedom of thought. It was a
delightful sensation. No one could be happier than I when I began the
descent of the stairway. The Beethoven music sounded lovelier than ever.
It increased in force as I advanced step by step.
But, alas, my pleasant plan was
not to be realized and my hopes of exciting admiration and wonder were to
be dashed to the ground. Just as I came to the little platform which
divides the stairway into two flights, I saw, standing before me, a woman
spirit in shining clothes with arms outstretched and with forefinger
pointing upwards. There was a look of strong determination on her face as
she spoke to me sternly, "Where are you going? Go back to your body!"
Whether it was that on this, my first experience "out of my body," I was
not to be permitted to enjoy more than this short trail or that I had
broken unwittingly some rule governing such experience I knew
instinctively—that from this spirit's
command and authority there was no appeal. I must obey. Reluctantly
I turned, ascended the stairs walked through the ball into my bedroom and
up to my bed. My physical body lay there as still
and lifeless as when I left it. I
viewed it with feelings of
loathing and disappointment. I knew that I would soon have to enter
it again, no matter how ugly it seemed to me, or however much I shrank
from it. The music rising from below also helped to sadden my spirit in
that it reminded me of my failure to present myself before my husband in
my changed form. But no time was left me for reflections. In
another instant I had again joined
with my physical form. With a gasp and a start I woke up in it.
Somewhat confused at first, I soon regained my usual composure of mind.
And there the strange experience I had just passed through stood before me
in all its vividness. I was now in a position to confirm through personal knowledge the truth of the possibility that one can leave the
physical body, taste life in the astral and return again to the earthly
form. Now I heard the music once more through my mortal ears. But soon the
rehearsal ended. When I related to my husband the story of my supernatural
experience and we compared notes as to what had occurred downstairs, that
which I had heard with my astral ears agreed to the smallest detail with
what he told me had taken place at the rehearsal. This was my first
experience "out of the body."
But since then I have often been
accorded the privilege. I have traveled far and wide in space, visited
heavenly bodies; visited many parts of the Spirit World where I have seen
and heard things which I believe have never been given to the world.
In the preceding description of my
first experience "out of the body" it will be remembered that I was
confined to the limits of my home. For some unknown reason a woman spirit
prevented me from leaving the house. But as time went on and these
experiences continued I was gradually allowed more and more liberty and
soon I wandered rather widely about. At first I traveled only through my
immediate neighborhood but as I gained experience in handling myself in
the astral I took more extensive
trips which covered the greater part of the earth. In these trips I gathered a
complete knowledge of the spirit existence immediately after death: how
they live, how they act and think. Let me say in passing that most
spirits, until they gravitate to their proper realm, remain for a time in
the environment where they spent their earthly life. Then with the aid of
guides I was permitted extensive travels into the great realms of the
spirits where I learned about the conditions governing their future
existence, observed spirit existence in all its diverse forms of life.
Finally, most remarkable of all, I was granted the unusual privilege of a
trip into the very abyss of space to witness the wonderful spectacle of
the universe ablaze with life.
If all of the information concerning life hereafter which I gathered on
these occasions could become generally accepted, the present dread of
so-called "death" would entirely disappear. Our grief and despair at the
loss of our loved ones would change into a calm resignation in the face of
the conviction that as the "dead" are more alive than ever, the separation is but momentary, the
reunion is. close at hand.
Without further preliminaries I shall
begin my narrative of life after death. I shall
divide my story into three
parts. First, I shall describe the manner of life here on earth immediately after
death. Secondly, I shall picture life in the real realms of the Spirits;
and finally, I shall give my observations of the surging life which fills
the entire Universe.
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SPIRIT
LIFE ON EARTH
The phrase, "there is no death," used through ages for the consolation of
mourning relatives and friends, is actually and literally true. For no
sooner has the physical body been stilled in death than out of that
mortal form, now of no more avail to him, steps the personality which
had so recently inhabited it and used it for his manifestations in this
life. He stands now in the full glow of another existence having
exchanged his short and limited life in the prison of earthly clay for
life eternal and infinite in possibility.
A human being may be said to
be composed of three distinct parts. First, the ego, the real I, the
actual personality, or to employ a better-understood term, the Soul,
which resides in an astral body, which
again is encased in the
physical body. When death overtakes the mortal form the spirit continues
life in the new body. Hence there is no death as far as that personality
is concerned. There is only transmutation from one form of life to
another. Materially-minded as we are, we are apt to think of this change
as something vague, with no real foundation to it. We see a graphic
instance of this common error in the illustrated papers where the spirit
is often depicted as a spiral column of smoke at the top of which
appears the picture of a strangely distorted human face. Nothing could
be further from the truth than this misrepresentation. A disembodied
spirit appears, feels, thinks and acts just exactly as I did in my first
experience "out of the body." The spirit body, which in form and
appearance is an exact duplicate of the material body, is composed of a
substance as fine as that of the material body is coarse. Its fine
substance is attuned to vibrations whose rapidity our bodily senses
cannot perceive. Moreover, to the spirit, the astral body feels just as
natural and substantial as did the material body when it was inhabited.
When I stood before the mirror in the bathroom and admired the appearance
of my new body, I felt just as real as I felt when I was inside that
mortal form that was lying on the bed in the other room. As I clenched
and unclenched my hand, as I turned around, as I walked through the
hall, I felt power and vitality surging through every part of the body.
There were no new, terrifying sensations. The only perceptible change
was a strange, rather delightful lightness and buoyancy.
Not only are all of the
sensations of the former body—sight, sound, touch, taste and smell—
present in the new body, but they have become greatly intensified. The
spirit sees everything in the material life as well as everything in the
spirit life, but in the spirit life there are not the limitations of
vision characteristic of the material life. As with the spirit eyes, so
with the spirit ear. It can detect sounds that would completely elude
the material ear. In like manner the
other senses are growing keener.
To my astral ears the sounds of music from downstairs took on a new beauty. I
had never before known such
clarity and delicacy. Moreover with my astral eyes, I perceived my
surroundings with clearness and vividness previously unknown.
Furthermore I could stand up in the bathroom and see clearly my husband
and the other three men downstairs through all the intervening material
barriers.
But
though the senses by an increased susceptibility react to the change from material to
astral, the mind undergoes no transmutation whatsoever except to take on the added facility of being
capable of reading others'
thoughts. One wakes in the astral as one left the material. So far as my
state of mind was concerned I
was merely continuing earthly existence. So with all spirits. Many of them,
because of this condition of mind together with the natural feeling of
their astral body, are deluded into believing that they still live in
the material and they endeavor to carry on life as they had always done.
Nor does memory suffer in the passing over. In the astral, I could
remember every detail of my
past material life. I was perfectly aware of my own identity. I knew
exactly what had transpired up to the time when I assumed the astral.
Such is the case with spirits.
This fact was often demonstrated to me by conversations with spirits
whom I had known in earth life. They, too, were able to recall even
certain trivial details of their past existence with which we were both
familiar.
In the Spirit World there is no age. The astral body cannot grow old,
hence there is no senility. When a spirit arrives in the astral world,
he assumes the appearance characteristic of the full bloom of his manhood Children entering the spirit
life grow in the astral body
until they reach maturity.
As the astral body is an exact copy of the physical, so men and women
remain men and women in the Spirit World. All their characteristics and
peculiar masculine and feminine qualities
remain unchanged.
Spirits, like humans, wear garments:
that is an unalterable regulation in the Spirit World; no spirit can
ever appear without covering. The appearance of clothes is effected in
the following manner: From every spirit emanates a strong aura, a
pseudo-phosphoric light. This aura is completely controlled by the mind.
Out of this substance is
moulded the vesture of the body. At first, right after death, the moulding in most cases is
an unconscious act. For no sooner is a spirit separated from the
physical body than it is in some manner dressed, even though the garment
be only a sort of a shroud. But as the mind gains control of itself, the
act of dressing becomes a conscious act and the fashion of the wearing
apparel is largely governed by the individual's taste. Hence, just after
death, when the mind is still completely dominated by earthly ideals and
habits, the spirits generally effect the fashions of the clothes which were worn
previous to passing over. So the first thing to catch my eye in my first wandering in the
astral was the strange spectacle of spirits who appeared as mortals in
earthly raiment walking everywhere.
In the Spirit World, the color of the aura defines the quality of the
spirit. All darker colors denote a low state of development. As the
spirit progresses upward the colors of the aura become continually
brighter. These aura colors of course determine also the color of the
spirit garment. Hence the character, quality, and development of the
spirit is denoted by the color
of the garment.
Some of the departed spirits
are at once fully aware that they
are able to reflect on their condition just as I was able to
reflect on mine. Other spirits suspect dimly that something strange has
overtaken them but they refuse absolutely to accept the realization and
in order to shut it more completely out of their minds they deliberately
continue their familiar
activity of the world. Thus with their minds illattuned to their
conditions they seem unable to reason
clearly about their state until by slow degrees they are adjusted
to it. The majority of spirits
however are in so confused a state of mind that they do not
suspect at all the great change they have undergone. No sooner are they
out of their earthly form than they proceed at once to live their life
along the old familiar lines. The business man immediately starts for
his office to direct affairs, wondering constantly at the delay in the
execution of his orders. The traveler laden with baggage, as he thinks,
looks for the train which shall carry him on his usual route. The judge
places himself on the bench ready to listen to the pleas. But somehow
matters do not concur to his satisfaction. The
lawyer hunts for his client, but
either he is unable to find him or else he makes no connection
with the proper court room. The professor eagerly lectures his class and
wonders angrily why the class does not pay him the customary attention.
The hostess anxiously attempts to gather her guests together for the
party she had planned, but success does not
crown her efforts. The mechanic and
the worker trot cheerfully to their places of work, but nothing
seems to go right. Here some spirits will enter their accustomed stores
to purchase something only to lose sight of the clerk or to discover
that they have forgotten the money wherewith to effect the purchase.
Others wilt enter the old familiar restaurant, sit down at a table and
give the waiter the order for their favorite dishes. But they find the
waiter so disrespectful that be either ignores them completely or fails
to bring the desired food. Disgusted with such service they leave the
place to try elsewhere. But a similar result greets every effort. So
they all continue in their diverse customary activities of earthly life
only to find constantly some inexplicable barriers existing between them and
their desires. They live as in that dream in which one attempts
accustomed actions only to find oneself bewilderingly baffled in every
futile attempt. They are filled with surprise that relatives and friends
ignore them, and that their usual aims fail
completely. Yet no one attempts to
disillusion them. First of all, it is not permitted to do that as the sudden shock of such information
volunteered to an ignorant
spirit would have disastrous results. Furthermore most spirits would not
listen to such talk; they would stoutly and angrily deny that there was
anything unusual the matter with them. Therefore at first there is no
questioning and everyone must there, as here, dispel his own illusions
and slowly formulate his own ideas. For the mind suffers no change in
death.
Everywhere in my journeys I found these new citizens of Spirit Land thronging the streets of cities, passing in and out of houses, traveling on trains and voyaging on
steamers. In fact, wherever mortals habitate there are to be found also
denizens of the Spirit World. So in reality, there are as many spirits
inhabiting this earth as there are mortals. It was a strange sight to
me, able as I was to reflect on the strangeness of the situation, to
look down a busy street and to
see spirits and mortals intermingling with one another. Occasionally I
would follow into the houses spirits I had known in the flesh. They
would lie down on the bed they had always used, recline on the couch
which had so often been a comfort to them, take the usual seat in the
easy chair and occupy the old familiar place at the family table. But
there was always a troubled expression on their faces because none of those
whom they had loved seemed to recognize them. Restless, they would rise,
and wander aimlessly out among the crowd in search of something or
somebody that could be of some assistance to clear up the mystery. I
often talked with such spirits as well as with those who understood the truth of the
situation. In almost every
instance however they spoke first and then approached me. I shall relate some
of these incidents and
conversations as they are both interesting and a help in understanding
the condition of the spirit mind.
At one time a Mrs. C., a
pleasant acquaintance of earth life, approached me. She was
conscious of having passed over. With a gentle smile she said, "I
saw your kind feelings for me and realized how you mourned for me when I
died, and I thank you so much for the beautiful roses you sent
me (meaning to her funeral). If I
had known and seen what I do now, things would have been
different." She referred to some misunderstanding between us that had
been caused by the jealous talk of some of
her relatives. Having said this to
me she went on her way. I did
not reply but felt very pleased. She was a beautiful spirit. Her
aura was bright and her dress white. This denoted spiritual development.
Another friend, Miss M., was present in her own home when her funeral was
going on. I had wandered there
out of curiosity. Her mind was very confused and she seemed dazed. She
did not realize that she had passed out. Hence she did not comprehend
that it was her own body that had been laid out in the coffin. She
evidently knew that her
parents were grieving sadly because of her. She tried frantically to make them understand that she was right there and that
everything was well. Very much puzzled that her parents so completely
ignored her, she walked up to me and in a very excited manner inquired,
"What is all this fuss about?
I am here! I am here!" I could
not utter a word to set her right about her condition as it is
impossible to volunteer such information to a spirit which has just
passed over. Such knowledge must come to them through their own efforts
by slow degrees. Finding she could get no assistance from me, my friend
turned abruptly and left the house in great distress.
One man I met made a good impression on me. He had been my lawyer in
Denmark for many years. He was
a man of splendid qualities and sterling character. In addition to being
my lawyer he was also a man whom I was proud to call a friend. After
I came to America he had faithfully taken care of my affairs in the old country. But suddenly his letters stopped. Although I
had never been informed of his decease I felt certain he must have died,
for I knew that otherwise he would never have failed me. To my great
delight, in one of my wanderings, this friend, Rosengaard by name, came
right up in front of me. With eyes smiling in sincere friendship he
looked steadily at me for a while. It did not take me long to recognize
him although when I last saw him on earth he was a man of sixty years
and now he was as he had been in the full bloom of his manhood. "Do you
remember" he spoke up, "that when you left Denmark I promised you that
whatever happened and wherever you were I should always stand by you
faithfully?—I kept that promise," he continued, "until I could do so no
longer. For when your last letter came I had already passed over. That
was the reason why you never
received any answer." I knew before he had finished that he had spoken the truth and had
acted honorably with me in every way, as a true friend should. With the same kind smile
still playing on his face he
turned and left me as soon as he had delivered his message. In much joy
over having met my good friend under such conditions I stood for a
moment watching him disappear. He seemed to be in fairly good condition
spiritually as his aura was quite bright. But since he had not been over
there very long, he still adorned himself in the fashion he had always
followed, namely: a cutaway with the customary striped trousers. Our
meeting proved that true friendship exists and lasts beyond the grave.
One woman spirit whom I came across, a Mrs. B., was still ignorant of the
fact that she had left earth life. Her mind was full of anger and
bitterness because she had found that her husband's professed love
through a long married life had been false. "Now," she said, "he lives
with a woman who. squanders all I helped him to save." I was not
interested in hearing more and I quickly departed from her. I had a
rather amusing experience with a man spirit who in earth life had been
very prominent in society, business, literature and art. This Mr. H. I
had grown to know very well, because of mutual interests which he and my
husband possessed. Both of us had been on very friendly terms with him,
as well as with his family. Although I had always highly respected this
man, I had nursed a certain antipathy for him. This feeling made itself
felt again in spirit life. Just as I was crossing an open field I became
aware that someone was treading closely upon my heels. Turning around
whom should I see but my old friend Mr. H. eagerly watching and
following me! Although he had been a very old man when he died, he now
appeared young. But I had no difficulty in recognizing him. Strangely
enough he still wore his customary gray sack suit. As soon as I had
recognized him I quickly and with determination turned my head,
quickened my steps and walked straight ahead. However, this snub of mine
did not seem to deter him because he kept following me. So it went on
for quite a while. Finally I crossed over into a garden where I sat down
on a bench, thinking that my unwelcome companion must now be quite
ashamed of himself, and that he would leave me. But I was mistaken. He
walked right to the bench and took a seat on the other end. Bending
forward, and with eyes twinkling, he looked me full in the face,
evidently intent on making me regret my coolness and probably hoping
that I would condescend to speak to him. But this appealing action of
his did not soften my mood. I sat cold and indifferent as a statue. At
last he began to speak: "We were well acquainted and friendly in earth
life; why can't we continue amicably here?" But without deigning to
reply, I rose up haughtily
and walked away with grave dignity. For a while my friend followed me
but soon I discovered that he had disappeared.
I met and recognized a woman spirit who on earth had been a Royal Queen
of modern times. She had enjoyed much power and wide popularity in earth
life. Her present life contrasted drably with her former existence.
Although her aura was of a fairly bright hue she had adorned herself in
the simplest possible way with a kind of shroud which covered her head
and body. How different from her royal splendor on earth! She walked
around in seemingly stunned bewilderment, ignorant of having passed
over. Her power was gone and no attention was paid to her. She simply
could not understand her present predicament. Her state of mind seemed
so confused and dazed that thinking was impossible. She did not notice
me. I simply watched her for a while out of curiosity.
In strong contrast to the appearance and condition of this royal
personage was the bearing of another Queen who on earth had been greatly
beloved for the kindness and
generous deeds which had filled her long life. I met her in that palace
where she had always lived. She had stayed there until now because, as I
understand it, she had evidently not yet completely disassociated
herself from her past life of well-doing. She confided to me, "There is
some little work yet I would
have liked to have done and I
am sorry I did not get it finished." It was delightful to be near such a
lovely spirit. Her aura was very bright and she was clad in a pure
white dress of beautiful
design. I had the feeling that this noble spirit would not stay much
longer there but that she would gravitate to the spirit regions where
she would fit in better and where she would be given opportunity to
continue her noble work, thus furthering the development so well started
in earth life.
I received a different
impression from the appearance of her husband, the former king, who came
into the palace while I was with her. His aura was not bright. Indeed it
tended to be dark. He was dressed in a frock coat with striped trousers.
He did not seem to realize fully the conditions under which he lived. He
carried himself with royal dignity and seemed rather surprised to see me
with his queen. The one thing that he instinctively realized was
evidently the benefit which he might derive from association with the
lovely spirit that was once his queen. But in a kind yet firm, manner
she refused him the privilege of staying near her. With seemingly
wounded dignity, he went from us with heavy steps and soon I left the
presence of the former queen.
A terrible state of mind was evidenced by the spirit of a young boy who
on passing sneered at me. "I will split your head open and let out your
brains," he said casting a frightful, malicious look upon me. This boy
had just passed over in the midst of awful crimes. He still believed
himself in the flesh and evidently wished to continue his devilish
pleasures. His color was very dark. Fortunately the laws governing
spirit life restrain one spirit from promiscuous interference with
another spirit. If such were not the case this boy would have carried on
his fiendish crimes in the Spirit World as well as on earth.
The following incident was extremely interesting to me because I actually
witnessed the personality pass in and out of the physical body in
question several times and finally leave it. Mr. G. was well known to
both my husband and myself, although it could not be said that we were
on friendly terms with him.
He was a man who indulged liberally
in liquor, a failing which mastered him time and again. Through some
special trouble not necessary to state here he lost his head completely
and started a career of drink and dope to which he finally succumbed. On
the night he died, I happened to be out in my spirit body. Passing his
home I went in. In the bed lay Mr. G. in terrible convulsions caused by
an overdose of dope and liquor. Beside his bed stood two men who, I
knew, were also trying to do something for him. (This was later verified
through the effort of my husband.) Suddenly I saw Mr. G. rise up in his
astral body and step out entirely from his physical counterpart. At once he
started an eager and thorough
search all around the bed for a halffilled bottle of whiskey and a
small bottle of narcotics which he had secreted. He found them and endeavored to lift them to his mouth. Failing in this, an expression of chagrin spread over
his face. Then he went up to his body and swiftly he connected with it
once more. In a short while he again stepped out of his mortal form only
to go through the same
performance. This he did several times and it was strange to observe
that every time he left his body it became still in death and that as
soon as he connected with it, it writhed in fearful convulsions. Finally
he came out for the last time and just as he started to look for the
bottles again he suddenly caught sight of me. Straightening up he looked
me full in the eyes with an expression of stupefied surprise. Then
turning away, he staggered out of the house completely confused in his mind
and ignorant of the fact that he had left behind his physical form which
he was never to inhabit again. It was significant that each time that he
stepped out of his body his aura instantly covered him with a dress
similar to a sack suit he always wore. But it was of brown color,
denoting the lack of any spiritual development.
Mr. R., a young spirit who on earth had been a wellknown
actor, seemed perfectly happy and blissfully ignorant of having passed
over. He was dressed in a fashionable greyish sack suit with the same
fastidious care which. characterized his costume in earth life. As he
came towards me he began an elegantly exuberant tango, waving what appeared to be a
beautiful flower in his hand.
This he had evidently picked as he thought from his own estate. As he
danced past me he looked me full in the face and lavished upon me a most
delightful smile. Turning I watched him disappear in the distance in
great haste. Wondering to what destination he was heading at that speed,
I decided out of curiosity to follow him. Presently we were in New York City and straight
forward he went to a well-known night cafe which he had frequented when
in the flesh. Entering, be placed himself at a table, crossed his legs
and nonchalantly began a survey of the guests present while at the same
time he endeavored to attract the attention of one of the waiters. There were
present a good many mortal
guests and quite a few spirits, some of them seated at tables. A couple
of them were standing behind the chairs of some mortals resting their
elbows on their shoulders. And one woman spirit had perched herself on
top of the piano. I had taken a seat in a corner where I could better
observe Mr. R., who kept turning his head, eyeing everybody, and still
waiting to be served. Having
satisfied my curiosity I now rose to depart when suddenly Mr. R. caught sight of me. Evidently my
looks must have pleased him, for with a smiling face he came rushing
over to me and in a boyish enthusiasm he quickly enfolded me in his
arms. Just as indignant at such an impertinence as I would have been in
the flesh I tore myself free
and hastily left the place.
Highly significant was the following encounter with a spirit who found
life in the spirit world entirely different from what she had expected.
I had been well acquainted with Miss W. I had liked her very much and
felt much grieved at hearing of her death. On one of my astral journeys
some time after her decease I was drawn by a strange power towards the
house where she had lived. I entered it, passed up the stairway and went
into the room that had been her bedroom. There reclining on a couch I
found my former friend. She gave me a recognizing glance but otherwise
she evidenced no sign of animation. It did not take me long to discover
that she was in a fearfully depressed and dejected mood. Filled with
much sympathy for her, I advanced to her side and placing my arm around
her shoulder I inquired concerning the cause of her troubles. At this
she broke down entirely. Dropping her head on my shoulder she gave
herself up to bitter grief. After a while she slowly gained control of
herself and in a halting
manner she began to relate to me that she had just come to the realization that she
had passed out of earth life. With this came the shocking discovery that
life in Spirit World was not at all what she had expected or what she
believed it would be. Furthermore through knowledge already gained by
experience and from information volunteered by more developed spirits
from whom she had inquired she found herself illprepared to tackle the
problem of that life. She discovered that she was almost totally lacking
in the development of those very qualities needed for advancement. She
found herself all alone, facing a life of stern realities where everyone
carries outside oneself, in full view, the evidence of his or her
spiritual qualities and exact state of development in the color
emanated. To add to her distress, she now could see that all her friends
of earth life had been false. Not a kind thought from them had followed
her and in her bitterness she blamed them to an extent for her sad predicament. "I
hate them all!" she exclaimed,
for she had a great many friends and had been very popular. "With their
false and lying flattery they helped to mislead me." Not knowing just
what to do to be of help to her I exclaimed impulsively, "Well! W.,
don't you know how much your mother loves you and how much she grieves
for you?" "Yes," she replied wearily, "she is not to be blamed for this.
But—what of all the others?" And then she relapsed into her former
silence and gloom. With no further response from her I kept on talking,
advising her as best I could. I told her that by setting herself right
and by study and by hard work she could develop herself and thus she
would eventually succeed and be happy. However, my advice did not seem to
be of any avail. But my friend
seemed to be benefited by the sympathy I had shown—a sympathy she knew
to be genuine. Rising from the couch she placed her head on my shoulder
and I threw my arm around her
waist as if to support her. In this manner we slowly descended the stairway, left the house and soon we parted, she seemingly
as despondent as when I first found her.
The length of time which some spirits spend on earth was effectively
demonstrated to me by the following rather humorous episode: I was
visiting in New York City, and
one night just as I was on the point of going to sleep I became
conscious of a strange sensation. It seemed as if some one was fingering my hair or, rather, as if an electric
apparatus giving off a slight current was being moved all over my scalp.
I quickly fell into the condition usual to me when I was about to leave
my physical body and immediately I stood on the floor beside it. To my
great surprise I saw the whole room filled with Indian spirits, all
dressed in their customary garb of two or three hundred years ago. They
had been attempting to scalp me, according to their usual custom. Now in the astral, on the
same footing with them, I took
advantage of my superiority over them spiritually to order them to leave
the room as quickly as possible. They obeyed instantly. In a
helter-skelter fashion they tumbled out of the room and building
gesticulating vigorously while they angrily swore and cursed at the
White Man. They talked so rapidly in their own dialects that they
sounded like a whole army of geese frightened by some strange
occurrence. Although they spoke in their own language I understood perfectly what they said because as soon as one is in the
astral one be comes a linguist. One understands perfectly any language
spoken on earth. Curious to know where all those Indians would go I
followed them. The way led down town and into the centre of what is now
called "the roaring forties." There, into the basement of one of the
theatres, they all went. I stepped into the place. It was packed with
these spirits squatting or
lying on the floor or standing up, all excitedly taking part in what I assumed to be a war council. On the
walls of the basement of this theatre, in the men's smoking room, are
depicted scenes of Indians and early settlers of Manhattan, conferring and dealing with each
other. I learned later that the site of the theatre I have mentioned marked the spot where an
early Indian tribe had pitched their camp. These Indian spirits had
haunted the earth now for almost three hundred years and they believed
even yet that they were still in earth life and that they were ill-used
by the White Man. That is what I understood from their conversation.
They were angry because the pale-face had taken every bit of Manhattan away from. them. Frantic in
their wrath, they started out regularly to scalp somebody. So if the
patrons of this theatre should at any time, providing they are "touchy,"
feel a queer sensation in their hair, they will know the reason.
Now let me tell you of one of the strangest incidents in all my astral wanderings on earth.
One of the recent Presidents had died. The whole country had taken a
special interest in all the news pertaining to his death and funeral.
This aroused in me a strong desire to know how he might feel in the
spirit body. So upon the first occasion when I left my physical body, I headed straight for the White
House. Instead of immediately
finding the spirit of the recently deceased President, as I had
expected, to my surprise I came across the spirit of a President who had
departed this life more than a hundred years ago. He had been one of the
first Executives of this country. He appeared to be a stately,
aristocraticlooking
personage, fastidiously dressed in the height of the fashion of his time with knee
breeches, silk stockings and buckled shoes. His elaborately embroidered
waistcoat was half concealed
by a delicate lace ruche which
fell from the collar of his coat. He was seated in a huge chair, cross-legged, conversing with his wife who sat in front
of him. She was also garbed in a highly fashionable attire. A long wide
skirt fell from a wasp-like waist and tight-fitting bodice. Her hair was
done high on her head. Her every movement was marked with the exquisite
grace and refinement of the
aristocrat. As I passed through the room the old President looked at me
with cold hauteur, a glance of mingled annoyance and of curiosity, as if
he resented my intrusion and questioned my purpose. But my presence was
speedily ignored by the old President and his wife, as still another
spirit entered the room—that of the recently deceased President. He
seemed in a perfect daze. I could judge from his stupor that he was
absolutely unaware of what had actually happened to him. He seemed
unable to reason or to think clearly. He evidently tried, with great
effort, to collect his thoughts that he might comprehend his predicament. He could not understand why strange
visitors were present without his invitation. But the tense situation did not last long, for the old President now rose slowly to his feet. Advancing a
few steps, and assuming an authoritative air he placed himself directly
in front of the newly arrived President. Without any display of ceremony he
addressed him: "Well, I am not
going so far as to order you out of here; you may stay until you find yourself, but after that you must depart." However, this
abrupt greeting of the old President did not seem to ruffle the newly
arrived spirit, probably because he seemed unable to understand clearly
what was going on about him. After this spirit had left the apartment,
the old President condescendingly confided: "I do not like this spirit
and I have never liked the way in which he ran the Country." Then he
turned and left the room. Sizing up the situation quickly, I realized
that this spirit couple had been bound to the White House all these
years and had prevented themselves from advancing simply because their
minds had been and were still
securely linked to that environment where they in the flesh had enjoyed
so much power and glory. They were jealously regarding everything which
had been and was even yet happening in that famous place. Until they
develop a more idealistic conception of existence,. they will remain in
their old limited environment. Yet they were guilty of no great or
malicious wrong; they were
earthbound simply because of their low ideals.
I might recount many more such conversations which I had with newly
arrived spirits. But I think that I have presented sufficient material
to give the reader a clear idea of the state of mind, of the ideals, and
of the conduct of those spirits who are in the first stage of their new
life.
As the reader has already seen, the time spent by the spirits on earth
before they gravitate to the sphere of spirit life varies greatly.
Before taking final leave of the earth they all hover about their old
environment. For those generously endowed with highly developed
spiritual qualities, the
period of transition to large attainments is short. Others less developed are chained
more firmly to the interests of their old life. But the majority of
spirits remain earthbound for protracted periods because they are
unaware that any change has taken place. Some faintly suspect an
alteration but they refuse to acknowledge it because of their love for
all that which savors of the past. There are many, also, who return from the spirit abodes to
spend more time on the earth because they have made no progress there.
To the earth return also numerous evil spirits who find there larger
fields for their insidious practices. These spirits of evil become
more or less permanent residents. Counteracting the malefactions of these zealous evil
spirits there is a great army of highly developed spirits who constantly
pass and repass between the spirit realm and the earth on errands of
mercy. These spirits constitute the army of the good. The good and the evil spirits
are continually at war, and each struggles for domination over the human race. Thus the
spirit population of the earth is greater than the mortal population,
and its life is as cosmopolitan and multifarious.
The places where the spirits journey after leaving the earth are great
spheres or planes arranged in a descending order of development. Each of
these planes is an independent world of enormous dimensions. I do not
know how many such worlds actually exist for I have never penetrated
farther than the fourth.
To the first of these planes all spirits eventually gravitate. As far as
I can perceive, this plane is situated in close proximity to our solar
system. In my travels to these spheres and in space it was necessary for
me to be accompanied by a guide. As soon as I passed from my physical
body ready to go on these journeys a guide, always the same individual,
was by my side.
What interest this spirit guide
may take in me or what laws govern his guidance, I do not know. But he is
always at my right hand; he directs my way; and from him comes my
knowledge of the realms we visit. He carefully fixes the time for my
return to my body, lest an absence too prolonged should make return
impossible, and lest death of the body should ensue. It is as if a current
of mysterious influence united astral and physical body, a current which
gradually weakens as the period of absence from the physical body is
prolonged. My guide is a figure of much stateliness, tall and
wellproportioned. He is dressed somewhat in the fashion of the old Roman
nobles, in a tunic reaching to the feet. He is distinguished by an air of
great authority, recognized whereever he goes. He calls me Carollo for
Caroline.
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THE
FIRST SPIRIT PLANE
My First visit was not to the plane where spirits arrive immediately on
leaving earth, but to levels of higher life and development.What
I saw there led me to ask to see the first plane, and it seems best to describe that
first plane before I picture
the glories of the third and fourth plane, which as I have told you, I
actually saw first.
The first plane is the place of those just released from our life, where
they may learn the way to higher levels, and it is also the place of
earthbound souls, some of whom seemed never destined to go farther. It
was when I was about to leave the fourth plane, that I asked to be taken
to the first plane. All that I had seen overwhelmed me—the life of the
spirits, the wonderful beauty of their surroundings, the love that
governs their relations, their dignity, grace and serenity. The cry of
delight that rose to my lips was stifled by a sudden thought of pity for
those who knew not these glories. "Where," I asked, "are those spirits who may not enter
here? Where dwell the evil spirits? And where do spirits first arrive?"
My guide answered, "You shall see."
In a moment we were speeding through space, through endless voids of
darkness. The phrase "A great gulf is fixed" passed through my mind. But
no word was spoken. At last light appeared in the distance, and soon we
set foot in a world, dark and dull compared with the sphere I had just
left, but not unlike this
world in which we live, with its open country, its cities with streets and
buildings, and its life moving in familiar paths. This similarity, I
learned, was due to the fact that many of the newly arrived spirits are
still ignorant of their mortal change, and strive to continue their
wonted activities, until they are disillusioned by the failure of their
hollow pursuits. Everything at first conspires there to confirm this
mistake. Even the light, though brighter than on earth, is not so bright
as to dispel the illusion.
I found myself in a city of
gigantic size, its streets running between continuous buildings in
seemingly endless lines, save where they led on to great open squares. The
traffic was denser than in any earthly city. Throngs
of spirits hurried past in every
direction. Multitudes and more multitudes of them pushed by the
spot where I had stationed myself. They were, I learned, newcomers. They
seemed to me confused, disturbed, endlessly seeking. On their faces I read
bewilderment, agitation, and vague desire as if they were set upon
reaching an uncertain goal. Most of them, still unaware they had left this
earth, were seeking to discover why they were suddenly surrounded with
strangers in a city like any earthly city, yet somewhat more than strange.
Puzzled surprise, wonder, distress, incredulity, and a dawning
apprehension, peered from these passing faces. A few who understood or
suspected their state sought only confirmation and to reach their
destination, as yet unknown. All were
dressed as on earth, for the aura from the astral body, shaped by
the spirit mind, clothes the spirits with the familiar vesture of earth,
and these newcomers were still completely governed by the ideals of their
former life. So the multitudes of
beings, dressed as on earth, moved
by the purpose of earth, pressed through the streets lined with houses of all kinds and for
all purposes as in an earthly
city. The action of the surging throng seemed earthly too. The many newly
arrived spirits evidence their desire to pursue their life as they had
pursued it in the past. Most of the spirits come to the realization that
they are no longer on the earth only by continued disappointments, which
gradually destroy the values they have been accustomed to place on earthly
things. Thus this plane seems as
a kind of clearinghouse for the newly arrived. Those most highly developed
spiritually on earth pass almost directly to higher spheres; others less
developed but anxious to advance prepare for advancement by intense
training under the guidance of spirits from higher levels who have
voluntarily chosen the task of helpers. Finally there linger here, perhaps
permanently, the earthbound souls—those whose minds are open only to desires
and influences of earth, having no wish for spiritual development; those also who
deserve the characterization of the Lady in Comus: "Thou art not fit to
hear thyself convinced!" The different classes of spirits on this plane
live in separate places, and the spirit helpers see that no class mingles
with and hampers any other class.
These helping spirits are to be seen everywhere and are easily recognized, for their aura
envelops them in a ball of white light which indicates their high
spiritual state. They are commanding, yet sympathetic figures, whose faces
reveal their spiritual qualities. All are clad in long white robes
reaching to the feet. The men usually wear a form of tunic, and the women a simple but very
feminine dress with a head covering which flows down the back to the
bottom. The duties of these helpers are manifold. They are always ready to
help, whether it be in the way
of instruction, or of giving strength, encouragement or sympathy, or by
performing any of the deeds that spring from the pure spiritual love
which fills their minds. No cry for help or assistance goes unheeded by them, but neither is their help or work forced upon any one. In that
world as here everyone is left free to carve out his own destiny. Before
assistance can be given, the seeker must possess a sincere desire for
improvement in terms familiar to us on earth. Self-mastery, truth, justice
and principally pure spiritual love—those are the qualities of character
on which rests the life of the higher spheres. Gain in these qualities
here is gain there. Mere intellect, culture, and knowledge are there of no
value except to give those higher virtues force, and to advance them to a greater
effectiveness which ripens into the fruit of high responsibility, service, and authority. To
this end new spirits must direct their efforts and prepare themselves
for the progress they desire into the sublime life of higher spirit worlds, ere they are
directed and assisted on their way.
A large proportion of the spirits dwelling on the first plane are those
who are struggling by hard and
sincere effort to raise themselves to a higher level, to master the ideas that prevail
in more advanced spiritual states, and to conform to newly-formed ideals. But there are also
many who have no desire so to improve and indeed no comprehension of what
improvement means. On earth these spirits had no vision of spiritual
things and they were wholly absorbed in material pleasures, worldly success or base
desires. Those aspects of life which were at best of only passing value
had absorbed their efforts. With the eyes of the soul still blind, they
now try only to live again their earthly interests and joys. And those
whose desires were evil strive
to attract others, both spirits
and those still in our world, to their own false standards. With them life
does not advance, but only futilely repeats itself. Among these
earthbound souls are the suicides. These, by nature of their crime, must
have been those for whom hard conditions of existence on earth swallowed
up all else till black despair cut off every ray of spiritual light. They bring hither the same state
of mind, and, deaf and blind to
higher consolation, they struggle back to earth to undergo again the
horror of self-murder at the very spot where the extremity of despair
formerly overtook them. The same retribution overtakes those who have
committed murder or other crimes of atrocious violence. For the
earth-bound souls bring with them their world as they have made it.
Such is the permanent population of this realm. Anxious to see for myself
the details of life in this sphere, I sought the dwelling places of the
earthbound souls. The contrast between their existence and that of the
progressive spirits was startling. In the faces of the earthbound spirits
is expressed all their evil passions and desires, all their low or earthly
aims. Their aura is very dark in color, contrasting strongly with that of
progressing spirits, amongst whom light colors prevail—white, cream, pink,
pale blue and many others. For as the spirit becomes brighter, the aura
expresses the change by its
increasing brightness. But among the earth-bound spirits one sees only dark auras and
dark clothing, and always of the fashion worn on earth, just as their faces
carry still the plain stamp of
earthly lusts and weaknesses. The dark cloud that rests on their faces seems
heavily charged with the despair
and malice of their evil deeds. I entered a house and found that room led
on to room in a straight and seemingly endless line. Every room was the
home of a spirit when not seeking the old haunts on earth. Many of the
dwellers were strange and
terrible. In one room sat the squat and ugly form of a woman who on earth had kept a house of ill fame. She had been the
ruin of the body and soul of many an unfortunate girl. Now, though in the
Spirit World, her one horrible desire was to continue her former infamous
career. She could still influence young girls to go astray and lead them
to a gutter life, or she could take possession of them and compel them to
ruin. As I passed she appeared to be sitting before a mirror painting her
face. She was wearing the style
and form of dress and finery of her profession on earth, and her face was
dark with vulgar malice. She
gave me a vicious look, as if to
say, "Who are you and what do you want here?" Then she turned insolently
away to continue painting her face. I shuddered as I hurried from her
presence to another room, where I found tenants of many types, pathetic,
or repulsive, or horrible.
In one room a lady was pacing the floor with slow deliberation. Her
stately figure, her aristocratic and refined manner caught and held my
attention. She was dressed as a fashionable lady of the middle of last
century, and was tall. Her face bore evidence of having been very
beautiful on earth. Her personality aroused in me a sympathy so strong and
immediate that I exclaimed, "Why is she here?" "You may ask her," said my
guide. Approaching her, I asked, "Why are you here?" With a graceful
gesture she replied with regret, yet with apparent resignation, "How could
I leave these?" I looked down at the point she designated and saw with
surprise a wonderful collection of sparkling jewels on which she fixed her
eyes. I understood: the jewels which she had owned on earth still
possessed her soul. They held her now as then, and linked her to earth
with a chain that only she could break. Hence her residence among the
earth-bound souls. I looked at her sympathetically and went on my way.
Such spirits can look forward only to an existence of despondency or
misery. They have made their own conditions, and only a realization of the
worthlessness of their ideals, and a sincere desire to free themselves
from them can release them to a brighter existence. Too often among the
earth-bound souls no such desire exists, for many are wholly dominated by
the desire of evil.
I came across many such. One of them particularly attracted my attention
because he was such an unusually horrible specimen of this type of
spirits. Evil seemed to have
actually deformed him. His face
was ill-proportioned—far too wide for its height. There was hardly
anything one could call a nose, and the mouth stretched from ear to ear.
The ears, abnormally large, hung below the chin. Beneath an extremely flat
forehead nearer the temples than the nose, was set a large pair of eyes
that shone with a diabolical malice which froze the very spirit within me.
His face expressed only evil, low lust and ruthless hatred. I clung to my
guide for protection. The arms of this misshapen spirit dangled loosely
from the grotesque frame. His fingers, gnarled and rough, resembled the claws of an eagle. The color
of this spirit was dark brown, the most undesirable color in the Spirit
World, for it indicates the lowest state of existence. His robe of the
same color was caught at the wrist in such a manner that, when he lifted
his arms, he resembled a huge
flying bat. My guide explained to me that such a spirit spent most of his
time on the earth, endeavoring to win over mortals to a life of sin and
evil such as he had himself indulged in.
Such are the army of evil spirits whose only work is to sway mortals to low desires or to
possess their minds for purposes of malefactions. They are the army of
wrong, in whom love of good has atrophied until they recoil from the high
things of the spirit as from an element deadly to their nature. Change
from this state is bard indeed, but not impossible, for there, as here,
everyone is left to carve out his own destiny. In himself repose the seeds
of change. He alone can make them grow. But the farther such a soul has
departed from good, the harder
it is to return. Every evil deed demands its compensation, and the balance must be struck in the soul. In this
sense only is there Heaven and Hell. "What we are is what becomes of us!"
Yet the slightest sigh for change is heard and guidance given.
While passing through the realm of the
earth-bound I came upon scenes yet more pathetic and tragic, which I would
gladly erase from my memory, were that possible. A woman spirit helper
approached and silently motioned me to follow. I felt her authority, and
followed her through densely populated parts alternating with empty
spaces. As we passed along I studied her silently, for no word was spoken
between us, she seeming engrossed in her own reflections. Her flowing dress was
shining white, her head covering
fell gracefully down her back; and her hands rested on her breast. In
form. and f ace she was very beautiful, and a bright white aura enveloped
her with radiance. But it was of her spiritual qualities that I was
chiefly conscious. Purity, love and sympathy seemed to emanate from her as
the perfume from a flower. Strength of intellect and high authority
clothed her in dignity. My mind was divided between admiration for my
guide and speculation as to where she was taking me. Presently our journey
ended before the huge gates of an enclosure of prodigious size. Before the
gates stood a tall, silent, and motionless figure, evidently a guard. His
expression was austere and passionless and added to the impression of
desolation that pervaded the whole scene. Only the presence of my guide gave me courage
to remain. On an order from him
the two ponderous gates slowly swung back and as slowly closed behind us.
What I beheld was strange, and no less depressing and horrible. The vast
enclosure was a place of detention, a hospital, a house of correction for those spirits who arrived with minds clouded or shattered
by the use of drugs or liquor, or by indulgence in their evil passions on
earth. Here their minds, and often their astral bodies, remained crippled
as on earth. On couches, on the floor, or huddled in corners lay or
crouched these wrecks of humanity, blind of spirit and shrivelled of limb, often entirely
unclothed, with stupor or dull
hopelessness written in their eyes. The atmosphere of death, desolation,
and despair filled my soul with anguish. My woman guide suddenly stopped.
Here before us on a bench lay a shape twisted and deformed. Its motionless
silence seemed horrible; the
face was terribly distorted; and the limbs a random heap. Yet I recognized with horror the face of one
whose life once closely touched mine. I looked at the helper. Why had she
shown me this man, the thought of whom brought up such painful memories?
The helper's grave eyes met mine. "Can you not help him?" she said. "You
once stood close to him on earth." For sympathy and love are necessary for
even a spirit of highly developed nature to assist an earth-bound soul.
"Yes," I said, "I was once close to this spirit, but I am so no longer."
Yet, not to neglect a possible
chance to be of aid, I conquered my antipathy sufficiently to touch him
three times upon the head, calling him by the old familiar name. It was of
no avail. He remained sunk in
his stupor, and the helper said sadly, "I fear you can do nothing," knowing well the reason for my
failure. For on earth I had contracted intense dislike for this person,
nor could I yet shake off this repugnance. Hence there was between us no
point of contact, for sympathy and love is the first step to spiritual
help. The helper motioned me to follow and again we slowly passed on
towards the gates. Here my eyes caught sight of the figure of a young man,
apparently of Latin race, reclining against the wall in a half-sitting
posture. His features betrayed the terrible sufferings he had undergone
and which he was still experiencing. His, eyes roved from side to side with an expression of
sneering, malicious resentment which did not veil the hopeless despair in
their depths. He had undoubtedly been scrutinizing those who entered for a
long time in the hope of some assistance. Now his supplicating gaze was
turned on me. But my recent experience told me that I could offer him no
aid. As I was passing out, I turned and again reviewed the harrowing
scene, and exclaimed, sadly and
perhaps with a note of protest in my tone, "But why are all these here? Who has brought
them into this terrible place?" "No one but themselves," said the helper
gravely. "Their deeds have placed them there." I asked no more questions
but followed the helper in silence.
I had now left behind not only the abode of highly developed spirits who
wait only to be guided to
higher planes; the thronging dwelling places of those earnestly striving for further spiritual growth; but also the depressing
realms of earth-bound souls.
And now I came to the dwellings of a multitude of quite different type.
Here dwelt those who are not bound by material things of earth, but who
are yet of but rudimentary spiritual development. On earth these people
were respectable, truthworthy, and even kind. Evil did not tempt them.
They lived the pleasant life of the pleasant portion of the world. If they
thought of their spiritual life at all, it was with approval, for were
they not good citizens, good neighbors? But on the whole they gave little
consideration to the things of the spirit. Most certainly they did not prefer the unseen things to
the seen and known. Their souls were fallow fields season after season.
They did not grow noxious weeds, but neither did they ripen the golden
wheat of the soul. Hence, though now in a realm where infinite
possibilities open ahead, their progress is slow. They live as on earth in
pleasant houses with delightful gardens, surprisingly like their
surroundings here, in touch with friends to whom they are courteous and
neighborly, dressing as they did on earth, and distinguished by the bright
and cheerful colors of their aura, in strong contrast to the earth-bound
souls. But they are content with their earth-made ambitions, and with the
easy virtue of pleasant, unheroic life, unmindful of the spiritual
struggle that marks everywhere the upward road. Sometimes because of
mutual sympathy they live together in groups of three or four or more, but
more often man is attracted to
woman somewhat as on this earth, though there the bond is purely
spiritual. Here I found living an aunt and a cousin of my own. On earth
this lady had long presided over the house of my cousin, a wealthy banker,
who, like her, never married. Their long and harmonious life together had
produced an ease of intercourse that made its continuance natural. So in
the Spirit World I found them
again living contentedly, and reproducing as far as might be the details of their
earthly life. Even the good-natured superiority of the aristocratic class
that they represented was reproduced in their new life, its narrow human
sympathies, its entire respectability, and its rectitude. No atmosphere
could well be more hostile to change, and their development had been slow
though my aunt's was clearly somewhat more rapid than my cousin's. He knew
me, and evidently knew the conditions of my visit to the Spirit World, for
drawing me close to him he said, "Caroline, you have done well." "Where is
Aunt Herlig?" I asked. "She is out doing some work of mercy. She often
goes for that purpose," he replied. Evidently she had progressed far enough to set her
feet on the right path.
Here I also came across a girl recently arrived in the Spirit World, who
on earth had been one of my friends. She recognized me and seemed
interested to see me. In talking with her I felt that her mind was in a
peculiar state of haziness concerning her own position. She had joined a
number of friends and acquaintances from earth who had all lived in the
same city and had all attended the same church. All of them were in the
same confused and uncertain condition of mind. They had evidently banded
together as would a number of people from the same place when stranded in
a strange country surrounded by strange people and conditions. They kept
together for mutual encouragement, advice, and to help each other solve
their new problems. They gathered at regular intervals in the same meeting
place, carrying on endless discussions in an attempt to arrive at some
conclusion concerning the meaning of the whole affair, what they ought to
do, and how it should be done. At their gatherings they observed some of
the ceremonies and formalities which they used in their church services on
earth. But these meetings always ended in a free-for-all discussion. I was
present at one of these discussions and it was interesting to see how
eager all were to propound their own theories. One tall man would get up
and, beginning with "Well now, let me explain. This is the way I think it is," would go on
for a while, when another would
interrupt him with a "No, I don't believe it is so. Now I am certain this
is the solution." And he would for a time propound his ideas emphasizing
his words with the pounding of his right fist against the palm of his left
hand. He would have gone some
way in his discourse when a woman would interrupt and express her doubt as to the
preceding speaker's views. And so it went on until each had had his say. When they all had said something they
were no further than when they had begun. Then they would disperse in all
directions only to drift back again to find out if anyone had received any
new information.
One thing I noted with particular interest: Many preferences and
prejudices of earth still prevail there, though not intensely enough to
hamper development. Thus the lives of race and nationality commonly
prevail but in a spirit of friendly mutual agreement. These seem the more
closely to reproduce the ways of their former lives. I learned this when I
asked why I saw no Orientals. Finding that they naturally preferred to live together, though they
are under 110 compulsion to do so, I was impelled to visit their quarters.
I found them. living here much as they lived in their own lands, with
houses and gardens in Oriental style, exercising the characteristic
courtesy, grace and hospitality which appeared in their delightful
attentions to me. They gave me delicious fruit and a delectable drink. It
was exceedingly delightful to walk in their lovely Oriental gardens,
filled with specimens of exotic flowers, and I was delighted beyond
measure with their entire treatment of me. I thought to show my
appreciation by leaving with them some slight gift. This I quietly did,
and believed I had succeeded in my plan, but on reaching the confines of this quarter,
I was embarrassed to find one of my Japanese friends standing before me
with my little gift. This he handed me with a smile and a low bow, and
disappeared before I could protest.
I did not, of course, see all
of this first plane, but I saw enough to know that there every spirit is
free to follow his own ideals and
inclinations. His destiny is in his own hands, limited only by his
past life. But since spiritual barriers are the strongest of all, class
cannot mingle with class. Should an earth-bound spirit stray into the
region of higher souls his darker aura would betray him and a current, as
of electric energy, proceeding from the first spirit he would meet, would
sweep him back to his own place. There is but one path upward—that of
personal effort to become fit for a higher type of existence. To this the
activities of the place are directed; and for this end order and
discipline prevail. For no one is
permitted to interfere with the efforts of others. On the whole,
life is good and pleasant among those on the upward path, but words cannot
express the dark hopelessness of the completely earthbound souls. I found
no "Heaven" nor "Hell"—except as it exists in the spirit.
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THE SECOND SPIRIT PLANE
With my guide I now passed on to the second spirit plane. This great
realm I found to be merely a continuation of the first plane, except for
the fact that there were there no earthbound souls. Its inhabitants were
working for higher attainments and there were many spirit helpers to teach
and assist, and guide the steady flow of newcomers through their varied
periods of residence, until these learners were ready for higher planes.
Thus the inhabitants were constantly changing, as those who move upward
were replaced by others. Life there was pleasant, and varied to suit
different tastes, some choosing to dwell in cities; others in the open
country among the fields, delightfully established in their beautiful
white houses of highly artistic architecture and ornamentation situated in
the midst of charming gardens filled with masses of the loveliest flowers.
The higher spiritual attainments of this plane demonstrated itself by the
bright and lighter hues of the aura as well as by the elevation of the ideals of the new inhabitants.
The dress of the women, I noted,
resembled closely that of the spirit helper of the hospital, while the garb
of the men was similar to that of my guide, a flowing garment like a toga. For there is,
in the second plane, no desire to garb oneself in clothes of the general
earthly appearance—an evidence of the weakening of earthly ideals. We
spent little time there. As I have explained, I visited the third and
fourth planes before I went, at my own request, to the lower spheres. Hence these two realms were the last I saw in the Spirit World.
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THE THIRD PLANE
The third plane was a fair and glorious world, impossible of adequate
description in the terms of our worldly speech. Those who there resided
were highly perfected spirits; for to be admitted they must have reached
an advanced stage of
development. Nor was it possible that others should enter, for their mental states would
have betrayed their presence.
The light of this plane was of
surpassing, allpervading brightness, and, united with that given by each spirit, was dazzling in its brilliancy. Wonderful beauty everywhere enthralled the eye.
The place was like a great garden, with bushes and shrubbery of gorgeous
hues, and stately trees, some like magnificent palms, others of forms
unknown on earth, as if Nature and Art had been perfectly blended to
charm the eye. About the houses of the happy ones bloomed a wealth of
flowers whose rare and
delicate colors vied with odor surpassing those of "Araby the blest."
There were no large cities
there: the homes were placed in little groups of two or three like pearls in a rich setting of lawn and garden too fair for
human words. Here and there rose stately edifices where large gatherings
congregated to feel the influence of guides and teachers from higher
planes, an influence exerted by speech or by subtler means.
The dress worn there was very
simple: only a flowing robe sufficiently varied to emphasize the
distinction between the men and the women. It
was colored, as usual, by the aura
of the wearer, the lighter and paler shades alone appearing, such
as pink, pale orange, creamy, pale blue, white, and others difficult to
describe. The delicate hues of these robes, and the multitude of colors
in the blankets of flowers massed
against the olive green of the landscape charged the dazzling air
with beauty till the eye of the
beholder was rapt by the harmony of sight, as in great music the
ear is rapt by the harmony of sound.
In this happy plane the inhabitants had solved the puzzle of universal
brotherhood, here on earth the subject of centuries of debate, and
still impossible of full realization. Not only were they dwelling in complete harmony; the
dream of the altruist had been realized! Each lived for the other, since
in that pure sphere the
interests of all were one. There was, it is true, room for envy and
jealousy, in the great authority of the more intelligent, for in a
perfect world all merit must be recognized. But the spirit from which
envy springs did not exist there, for envy implies a selfish aim. In
that spirit realm each knows that he has been accorded full justice, and
each gloried in the greater merit of his fellow while those of superior
gifts humbly regarded their heritage as a privilege. Indeed, in that
purer sphere degrees of merit must have seemed trivialities compared
with the boundless heights which beckoned beyond. Love and sympathy
would permit no discord. From this plane come the helpers, teachers and
"angels of mercy," who work among the less fortunate inhabitants of the
lower spheres. This service, however, is an act of their own volition
proceeding from their sympathy and desire to serve, a benefice which
results in their own further
development.
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SPIRIT CHILDREN
My keenest interest in the Spirit World was aroused by my visit to the realm where dwell
the spirit children who come thither in childhood. Around my experience
in that realm cluster the most beautiful memories. There the spirit
children grow through all stages of childhood and youth. All small
children pass directly from earth to the third plane, to continue there their bodily and
spiritual growth. My
experience there was a wonderful revelation. The place was one vast
garden of heavenly splendor, in which stood numberless magnificent
buildings, for utilitarian and recreational purposes. Women helpers, who
have known motherhood on earth, cared with tender solicitude for the
babies and little children. Older children were taught and guided with
minute care and that never-failing kindness which, however, does not
neglect discipline. Men and women helpers of various qualifications,
superintended by superior spirits, carried on their appealing work.
Naturally no more perfect system could exist, nor could more ideal surroundings be imagined. Nothing but beauty met the eye, no
ugliness could there distort the mind. Flowers of gorgeous hues in beds
of rare designs, trees of perfect form and beauty, birds of varied
plumage, fruits of delicious flavor are but the more obvious privileges
of that delightful land. Paths through shrubbery and across parks
divinely planned led to playgrounds where those fortunate children were
seen at play beside their helpers and teachers. It was an atmosphere of
beauty, obedience and love. I saw that the study of plants and flowers
was an eagerly-followed occupation, which was supplemented by the care
of gardens, in perpetual
bloom. No sooner had a flower
faded or been picked than another blossomed from the same stem.
As I passed through the beauties and wonders of this place, my mind
constantly sought for
comparisons from earth, for earth of course was still my home. I found no satisfactory comparison, all was different. I
thought, for example, of the ground on which I walked: was it solid, as
on earth? To test it, I
stepped from the path to the loose soil of the garden beds, and jumped lightly up and down.
The earth seemed to give way like swampy ground, but my feet did not sink, nor did they leave
footprints as on earth.
As if to fill my cup of joy in this lovely spot, I recognized among the
children a sister of mine who died when but a few years old. As I was
passing down a beautiful path,. enthralled by the wonder of color and
fragrance, I saw this young girl kneeling to pick a flower. Something
about her held my attention, and I gazed on her intently as I came
nearer. She looked to be sixteen or seventeen. She was clad in a simple white dress
reaching just below the knee, and leaving neck and arms bare. The sweet and serene beauty of
her face was framed in a mass of blonde hair that fell loosely almost to
her waist. She made a picture of appealing beauty as she bent toward the
flowers, her transparent fingers encircling the stems.
As I approached she half-turned her
head, and for a moment we gazed into each other's faces. Instantaneously
I recognized her as that little child who had died on my lap, now a
young woman of the Spirit World. The look on her face was one of intense
surprise, as if she were saying, "What, are you also here?" Tender love
shone in her eyes. My feelings seemed to overpower me. I strove to pause
and speak, but some strange power held me silent, and urged me on. I
could not stop, but I turned several times to gaze on her, standing
motionless, forgetful of the flower, looking intently after me, with
that same mingling of love and sweet surprise till I passed from sight.
Once
more the curiosity of the earth moved me, and I wanted to taste the
fruit I saw growing so beautifully there. No sooner had I wished than a
hand reached out from the thick foliage and presented me with an apple.
I did not see the owner of the
hand. I tasted, and found my senses thrilled with a delicious flavor like nothing on this earth.
Leaving the Land of Children I passed through other parts of this plane, where I moved among the
throngs of exalted beings,
the mansions without end, in
the midst of stately gardens. My mind was full of amazement at the extent of this
wonderful world and the saying
of Christ came to me, In my Father's house are many mansions." The glories of that wondrous spirit land were
incomparable. It seemed the best of all possible heavens with its
atmosphere of universal peace, sympathy and happiness. Love hovered over
all. How delightful it was to pass abode after abode, watching the
spirits enjoy the blessings reaped through victory over the evils and
the tribulations of the past. Thrilled and enchanted by a scene of
extraordinary tranquility and charm, I could not refrain from speaking
to a spirit who was sitting in his garden resting against a tree
entirely surrounded by flowers and luxuriant vegetation of exquisite hue
and fragrance. His eyes bespoke an equanimity of mind beyond mortal
power to experience or conceive.
From his face shone a radiant
happiness. As if in reply to my expressions of amazement he said, "Yes, what an inexpressible joy it is to be permitted to dwell in these glorious realms after
so much mortal agony, so many
trials, such great tribulations, such piercing sorrows."
Another desire came to me—to hear music. I was guided to a high structure
of artistic architecture, whose entire top, arranged like a platform,
seated a huge orchestra composed of all varieties of instruments, some familiar to me and
others strange. Every musician
showed himself a master of his art in the frequent concerts given by this
as well as by numerous similar organizations. The music began, and
immediately I was held entranced by its sweeping majesty, and by its
overwhelming emotional appeal. I could not endure it, perhaps because I was still of earth.
Completely overcome, I had to be led away.
My guide now wished to conduct
me to a distant place, where there awaited something of great interest to
me. Rising a little from the ground, the body at a vertical angle, we
passed swiftly through space, impelled only by the agency of the will.
Below us a marvelous panorama unrolled, as we traveled on. The delicately
colored spirit houses, with their varied architecture and wonderfully
artistic ornamentation, seemed bathed in brilliant light of unearthly
splendor. Around them spread gardens with flowers and shrubbery and trees,
surpassing in color and design the most perfect creations of human
landscape artists. At intervals the great mansions and palaces for large
gatherings rose among the trees, impressive in size yet delicate in color
and beauty of line. Against the vivid brilliance of flowers and olive green of the level lawns on which
multitudes of spirits enfolded in their robes of light and many colors
continually moved, these perfect creations rose to mould a harmony of form
and color that caught and held the spirit like perfect music. Arriving at
a wide flat of open ground, we saw in the distance what appeared to be a great bed of varicolored
flowers. We descended and approached. On nearing the spot I discovered
that what I had mistaken for a bed of flowers was in reality a great
throng of women spirits, clad in brightly-colored robes. They were
standing before a huge arched structure, apparently awaiting some event. I
learned that they were the "Helpers" waiting to be sent on their errands
as "Angels of Mercy," both to the earth and to the lower planes. Since I
learned that this was but one place among many where the Helpers received
their directions. I concluded that there must have been myriads of these
ministering angels always ready to serve in the hour of need. Deeply
interested, I approached to look more clearly at the spirits nearest me. I
felt that they were indeed well fitted for the task for which they had
volunteered. Their lovely and serene faces were eloquent with warm sympathy. The divine love and kindness
that looked from their eyes spoke clearly of the principle that animated all their
actions. Words and demeanor told of their impatience to hurry to the work
of service that irresistibly
called. They made a splendid and
delightful picture standing draped to the feet in robes of different
colors, wearing a head-dress also colored by their auras. This variety of
the lighter and brighter color, and the brilliant white light streaming
from their faces, together with their exquisite feminine grace, produced
an effect of marvelous beauty. A hush now fell on the gathering and every
eye turned with expectation toward three figures of authoritative
presence, which now appeared. These were male spirits from the higher
planes who had come to direct the helpers. They were clad in shining
garments and bore themselves with high dignity. They passed below the arch standing in front of the
gathering and appeared upon its
top where they issued directions to the helpers, who immediately, singly
and in groups, went eagerly on their way. I felt deep gratitude to my
guide for the happiness of beholding this scene, which was to me a
"heaven" far more real and comforting than any which I had conceived on
earth.
My time for leaving the third plane had now come, and I knew that soon I
must return to reinhabit my earthly body. But before that should come to
pass I implored my guide to give me at least a glimpse of the glories of
the fourth plane. To my joy, he consented, saying, "You shall see."
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THE FOURTH PLANE
As we descended in our approach to the fourth plane, my eyes were almost
blinded by the glory of the spectacle. From every direction thronged
troops of spirits, apparently converging on a great building of amazing
size, beauty and splendor. Each spirit seemed enveloped in a ball of
flaming white light, emanating from himself and giving to the brilliant
light of this plane an additional splendor and force that to me became
almost overpowering in its brilliancy. There the spirits were dressed in
aural garments of varying colors which the emanating light did not
conceal; the women in robes falling in rich folds, the men in
closely-fitting garments. The scene was of marvelous beauty and
indescribable brilliance. Almost at once my guide brought me to the
lines of the moving procession, and soon, with the rest, I entered the majestic hall toward which the spirits were thronging. It was an
enormous auditorium, arranged in a semi-circle about a raised platform.
Without apparent ushering, or other show of authority, the great throng
found their accustomed places in the most orderly fashion. Seats were
assigned to myself and my guide, and while we were waiting expectantly
there was opportunity to study the assemblage. The foremost impression
was that already mentioned—of the inexpressible and overpowering
brilliance, produced by the natural illumination of this plane, the
white splendor of the faces, the light about them, and the aura which
colored their shining raiment in a multitude of hues. Not less striking
was the mental impression produced by their faces, vivid with intelligence and power, and glowing
with sympathy, love and
understanding. For these spirits had not only triumphed in self-mastery;
they had attained wisdom and a knowledge of mysteries of which I could
only faintly guess. Conscious of my own unfitness, I felt myself fading
into utter insignificance.
Conversations and discussions engaged groups of spirits about
me—discussions that appeared weighty and of intense interest.
I noted here, as elsewhere,
in the Spirit World, that men were in authority, but this gave them no
actual dominion over women, for both take their proper places, and both
have their missions. The work of the men is more creative;—women
conserve and apply. Men are administrators; women inspire to beauty and
sweetness, and are angels of mercy,
comforters, teachers, and mother spirits. Thus in the Spirit
World the contrast between masculine and feminine is sharply defined in
manner and custom as well as in dress. The modesty and grace of women is
set over against the strength and authority of men.
A hush now fell on the congregation as five men in garments more shining
than any I had yet seen ascended the platform and in turn began to
speak. All present listened with rapt attention, hung upon their words
and unconsciously pressed closer, eager to know the wonders being
unfolded. I could understand nothing—it exceeded my powers—but none the
less I felt the influence, and struggled to approach the wonderful
strangers. My movements in the throng created some confusion, and I was
rebuked and eyed with reproving looks, particularly as any spirit there
could see and know that I was out of place. One spirit nearest to me
exclaimed sternly, "This is the Hall of Learning and no one is permitted
to create any disturbance!" However, my guide explained on my behalf:
"This spirit has not yet passed over, for special purposes she is
permitted here." This seemed to satisfy those about me, and I heard
murmurs of understanding. I
forced myself to master my
excitement and remained quiet until the speakers
finished. The great concourse
broke up in orderly quiet and my guide and I went on our long journey to
the first plane, in accordance with my expressed desire. I saw little
else of the fourth plane, but I was informed that life there was similar
to life in the third plane, though more developed, more perfect, and
more glorious.
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MY
VISIT INTO THE ABYSS OF SPACE
My trips to the various parts of the Spirit World, it must be
understood, were at different times, for otherwise I should have been too
long absent from my body, which would have meant bodily death, and I would
have been compelled to remain prematurely in the spirit realms. Thus the
last journey I made into the immense spaces of our universe occurred some
time subsequent to my return from the fourth plane. This seemed to me by
far the longest journey I had made, as the four planes I had visited
appeared to be not far distant from our solar system.
Accompanied as always by my guide, I passed first through the spaces of
our system. As we made our flight towards Venus, I beheld our earth at
such a distance that it appeared like a great big black ball. Saturn we
passed so closely that we could perceive the little globes that compose
its rings speeding about the larger sphere. Soon a huge black globe
passed, or appeared to pass, as if pursuing Saturn." Like a lover following a dancing
girl," I exclaimed, lapsing into
human levity. My guide did not deign to notice my mild joke. "That," he
said dryly, "is what you call
Jupiter." When we passed over Venus we floated in a horizontal manner with
face downward, close to the surface. When part way across it we came to a
complete standstill. Thus I was
afforded a splendid opportunity to observe this planet at close range. It appeared to be a dark and dismal world covered
with a strange stunted vegetation which showed gloomingly through the
clouds of steam that rolled up from the surface of the planet. Myriads of
insects flew about in great clouds. "What steam! What a mass of insects!
Why, nobody could live here, I exclaimed. Other than the insects I could
perceive no evidence of life. I saw no seas nor mountains—there was only
barrenness, sterility. The whole scene was overpowering in its awful
dreariness and utter desolation.
We now left the solar system and penetrated far into the abyss of space,
among the countless stars moving with incredible speed and unimaginably
multiplied in brilliancy because of our close proximity. The sight
challenged imagination. But much as I marveled at, this nearer view of
these enormous material worlds, I wondered infinitely more at the
countless living beings that filled the universe. Spirits of high
superiority and authority such as I had never seen even in the fourth
plane passed in every direction, singly and in larger or smaller groups. A
white light of intense power
emanated from each, and enveloped them in a flaming radiance, that varied in
intensity in proportion to their spiritual power. All were garbed in
glowing white. The combined brilliancy of the light thus produced flooded
all space. The great whirling
globes were as nothing to this awe-inspiring spectacle. The mere sight of these
majestic spirits even from afar was enough to convince the beholder that
they were the rulers and controllers of the whole universe, of matter and
of spirit. The overpowering dominance of their personalities subdued my
spirit so that, staring and stupefied, I trembled and shrank at their
presence. Two in particular, a man and a woman spirit, burned with the light of two flaming suns dimming
all others near them with the
intense lustre of their white radiance. As they swept majestically by me
there flashed across my mind the words, "And there shall be no darkness in
them." Dazzled, I cowered, raising my hand to my forehead in an
involuntary tribute of humility and awe. It is impossible to say how far I
was from them since space does not limit the astral body. But, near or
far, I could clearly distinguish every expression of their countenances.
They were dressed in magnificent robes of pure white. The dress of the
female spirit was a long flowing robe rippling from her form in loose and
graceful lines, as she floated in a perpendicular position, inclined with
knees slightly bent. The dress of the male spirit was a close-fitting toga
that reached to his feet. He moved in a similar posture, but his head was
thrown further back. His eyes, following the direction of his outstretched
hand, were focussed upon some great distant star. As he expounded to his
companion some great mysterious truth, he seemed the embodiment of
authority and wisdom. But on his features played the soft light of
spiritual love which tempered his austerity with its ethereal glow. To me
he seemed all-powerful, fitted to command instant obedience from any
forces, material or spirit. His companion, though possessed of much of his
spiritual power and authority, displayed these same qualities but they
were subdued by a feminine grace and loveliness which rendered her face
sublime in its serene nobility. They appeared to be gods rather than
perfect spirits, yet I was informed that they had once dwelt in human form. somewhere. Whether their
union began then or later I did not know, but now they were bound for
eternity by the ties of spiritual attraction and love. By spiritual
development they had risen to the highest power, and, as my guide
explained, they were now a part of that Supreme Power that rules and
guides both the material and spirit universe. The host of spirits gazed
intently after them with respectful admiration and awe. It was a glorious
moment for me when I beheld these marvelous beings, and knew the happiness
of their close presence. For a time I stood motionless and gazed after the
disappearing glory, which lessened as these two beings passed from sight,
till my eyes beheld in the distance only the white light that enfolded
them.
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